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Yes, I totally botched whatever my point was.
Posted By: Seraph (adsl-66-123-168-192.dsl.sntc01.pacbell.net)
Date: 6/8/2003 at 11:10 p.m.
In Response To: Re: So, we need a topic...Lets try this? *PIC* (Archer »–)›)
And thus, I'm only partially responding, so that this can fade.
I read what you had to say, and I acknowledge you have a point. Any further than that would be a frustrating excercise in making sense of my slightly deranged and definately distorted mental chaos. (Cann't exactly call it patterns for someone who's often so contrdictory...cynical and yet idealistic if nothing else.)
To answer the only point I'm going to answer directly...
I don't think I'm one of "most people".
I'm too cynical and vehemate to be 'good'.
I'm too concerned for others to be 'evil'.
So, I suppose I'm an evil person on the side of good, if you asked me to describe myself.
Cynicism, idealism, sarcasim, and just plain orneyness mix in a tangle of right and wrong, dark and light, etc ad nasium.
Most people, if asked to describe themself, would be able to give you a clear answer.
I obviously can't.
Not do I wish to, for I don't think there'd be a purpose in it.
Thank you for being civil. I can't claim to have been that way in my quote.
Seraph
P.S. Cynicism and plain dislike of people in general are the root of my quote, and not any feelings on "God" as the center of goodness or the Devil as the center of evil.
I do believe in absolute evil.
Its possible for me to tell you what's evil, in my mind.
I do not believe in absolute goodness.
I can not tell you what's "good" in my mind, without making even myself not entirely sure what I meant.
One request. If you read this, I'd much rather not read a response...I'm typing this more to see if I can sort it out than to explain myself or justify or answer or whatever...
It would do little good to respond.
Thank you for reading, and keep your mind free of cynicism, unlike me.
Maybe it will make sense one day.
Maybe not.
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